I know I haven't been on here in forever.  I swore I'd never do it and no Myspace is taking over too.  and I'm still basically never on that either.

anyway, in the middle of final week.  I've got another hour till my next final and my last 1 was over an hour ago.  I needed a break from studying.  and yes, I know my grammar is lacking in this and i really don't care!!!

Still working at walmart, need to find some place better, fast, cause I need more money.  My tuition for school next semester is almost $1000. and that's not including books, I think I've only got a little over half that saved over this semester. 

What else has happened lately,........

 Kelly is trying to get me to move out and get an apartment with her, which of course I'm worried about.  I worry about anything and everything and she knows it, but I still think these are legitimate worries.  we want to do it in March cause we get our bonus check from work then.

oh, my friend from work, Joe, got fired yesterday.  it was so funny because he actually didn't do anything this time, and he was so happy about it.  The amount of stuff he gets away with is astounding, and he does nothing that was really wrong and he gets fired.  he had gone 5 min over on his break when he usually goes 15 or 20 over and while he was coming back they paged him and he nicely told my CSM that he was "right here, stop paging"  and she went and told management that he was yelling at her in front of Customers so they fired him, but stressed that he come apply again in 30 days and he'd get rehired.  I have to admit I was laughing so hard, especially when no one actually believed him that he was fired.

ok, guess that's plenty of my current life for right now.  hopefully I'll get to talk more when schools over this thursday.

You Are 46% Feminine, 54% Masculine

You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides. You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you. You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.

I think this is the same result i got about a year ago.

lately it's hit me how much I've changed since i moved to houston.  I haven't had my friends that've known me forever to fall back on so i've had to be more out there and it's overriden my shy problem. 

now everybody sees the me that my best friends have always seen, instead of my being one way and acting another.  except when i have to deal with customers at work

is it just me or did everybodys "weblog entry" page change?

school starts tuesday.  i have no idea who i'm going to hang out with this semester.  Kelly and Emily aren't comming back to Lee, and i'll get lucky if i find any of my other friends from old classes.

I miss Fort Worth!!!!!!!!!!  i miss not being able to see people, i don't like missing peoples birthdays(nys!), i miss knowing where i am when i'm driving, i miss my house, i miss my church........  i miss everything.  i like my friends here, and I've gotten alot more outgoing and confident since i din't have any body to fall back on, but that doesn't the homesickness!

Edit:

I changed my layout, i need a new profile pic.

oh, i have 3 friends conspiring to make me get a myspace.

Currently Watching Step Up By Noah Schaftel, Amber Nelson, Milly Yon, Andrew Johnson (XIII), David Oliver (XII), Linda E. Williams, Daniel Ross (III), Samantha Zweben, Jeanetta Taylor, Josh Henderson, Ryan Sands, JB Tadena, Damaine Radcliff, Christina Pitrelli, Priscilla Hopkins, Frank Hansen (III), Carolyn Barrett, Alyson Stoner, Toni Russell, Tim Lacatena see related

oddly fits!  whada you think?

Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual, gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to know quite what to think of you because you camouflage your emotions so incredibly well, almost as well as your thoughts. You are unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what your going to do or what your capable of and you've made sure they never will. You are quite the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind and very intelligent person. You are capable of love but unless you let some light into your shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your relationships. People are a mystery only because they all seem too superficial, you would rather be somewhere else. Away from all the noise, perhaps putting your feelings into a form of art. Such as writing your feelings into a poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture. The shadows make you feel comfortable and you don't like to step outside your comfort zone or let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies you. You are truly a mystery.